urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown beautiful_vengeance beautiful_vengeance 2004-01-24T23:42:24Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:42646 2004-01-24T23:42:24Z 2004-01-24T23:42:24Z <big><b><a name="cutid1"></a></big></b><br /> <big> _comeonbaby <big> this is my new journal...add me!<br /><br />&lt;3amy</big></big> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:41642 2004-01-14T01:35:08Z 2004-01-14T01:35:08Z A very good woman died last night. I had only had the pleasure of meeting her a few times through sports. I met her for the first time when i was in kindergarten. Danen, Jordan and I were all on the same soccer team. she was a very nice woman. I got a good vibe from her from the moment she said "hello". when i was informed of her death, I couldnt think anything but "why?" from then on i had a heavy feeling in my heart. i was told that it had been expected. i was previously informed that Danen and Jordan had left the house on New Years Eve to give their parents one last New Years together. Why do bad things always happen to good people? i dont understand why people's parents have to die while they are still young. they have their whole lives ahead of them and then in one last breath its all over with. Danen and Jordan are just reaching the point where they'll need her the most. Expecially Jordan, she is about to go into high school and that is one of the hardest times for a young girl. No matter what noone can replace your mother. Mrs. Goodfellow was always envolved with her children and their sports. almost every soccer game I would see her smiling face in the stands. it made me feel good to know she cared so much. she would cheer with all her might, it was a very beautiful sight. I'm glad i had gotten the pleasure of meeting her. she truly was a miracle. to the people who knew her she was one of the most beautiful and loving people they knew. to all of you who didnt get the pleasure of meeting her, you missed out on a great thing. <br /><br /><b> Pray for Mr. Goodfellow, Danen, Jordan, Sara and everyone else who was close to her.<br /><br /><big>We love you Mrs. Goodfellow <br /> <br />May you rest in peace forever.</b></big><br /><br /><br /><small> written by Amy Chilcutt January 13th 2004 </small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:40641 2004-01-09T03:02:59Z 2004-01-09T03:02:59Z i just want everyone to know that.... MY LAYOUT IS AWESOME!<br /><br /><br />&gt;:O urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:39950 2004-01-03T19:35:23Z 2004-01-03T19:35:23Z behind blue eyes this was done before and now its my turn.<br /><br />i want everyone to post something.. anonymously<br />whatever they want. a confession..something you hate. anything.<br /><br />thanks.&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:39728 2004-01-03T18:33:01Z 2004-01-03T18:33:01Z omg look at my new layout! bekki did it. i love it soooo much. <br /><br /><br />bekki i looove you! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:37464 2003-12-15T23:35:54Z 2003-12-15T23:35:54Z <b>DuDe I BiKe 88:</b> :-) i heart u<br /><b>falling awayx:</b> i heart you too!<br /><b>DuDe I BiKe 88:</b> yay<br /><br /><br />man i love this kid. it made me feel good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:36388 2003-12-10T00:03:38Z 2003-12-10T00:03:38Z behind blue eyes <b>*</b> limp bizkit yep today officially sucked. i really cant wait till break, you dont even know how much i cant wait for it... and its not because i want to sleep in. im just sick of everything. but knowing my luck something will happen and i will have a <b><i>horrible</i></b> break. ohh my. <br /><br /><br /><br /><b>all i want to do is cash my check and drive right home to you</b><br /><br /><br /><b>♪</b>à«m◘y urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:36153 2003-12-08T23:29:13Z 2003-12-08T23:29:13Z behind blue eyes <b>*</b> limp bizkit i had semi bad day. it started out bad and it got better. kelly is being not mean today and i am happy about that. me and cassie are both having problems! thanks cassie!&lt;3 im watching friends and its great. OMMMMMMMMMMFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />mk urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:35981 2003-12-07T23:39:55Z 2003-12-07T23:39:55Z behind blue eyes <b>*</b> limp bizkit today was an ok day. we had to decorate the tree last night and i wasnt excited about it <i>at all</i> which is weird because <i>usually</i> i am excited about that kind of stuff. we had pizza for dinner and it was discusting.. i am going to regurgitate. i have to do my french homework.<br />briannas friend taylor spent the night.. it wasnt that fun. her brother oh my god.. hes hot and he plays metallica on the guitar. YESSS heh. <br /><br />behind blue eyes is the song. <br /><br /><br /><br />wtf. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:35736 2003-12-07T03:28:58Z 2003-12-07T03:28:58Z me bitching at you out loud. today has been almost as bad as yesterday.. besides the school situation.<br /><bold>no one knows what it’s like<br />to be the bad man<br />to be the sad man<br />behind blue eyes<br /><br />and no one knows<br />what it’s like to be hated<br />to be faded to telling only lies<br /><br />but my dreams they aren’t as empty<br />as my conscious seems to be<br />i have hours, only lonely<br />my love is vengeance<br />that’s never free<br />no one knows what its like<br />to feel these feelings<br />like i do, and i blame you!<br /><br />no one bites back as hard<br />on their anger<br />none of my pain woe<br />can show through<br /><br /><br /><br />no one knows what its like<br />to be mistreated, to be defeated<br />behind blue eyes<br />no one know how to say<br />that they’re sorry and don’t worry<br />i’m not telling lies<br /><br /><br />no one knows what its like<br />to be the bad man, to be the sad man<br />behind blue eyes </bold><br /><br />this is how i feel. i think im going to make an e-mail.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><small>this is posted as public..if you wanted to know.</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:34730 2003-11-25T16:16:05Z 2003-11-25T16:16:05Z the quietness of the L I B R A R Y!!!!! hey. im in schooooollll! its lunch and im in the library spending my luch here is pretty cool actually. i know it kinda sounds dorky but i get to checkm my e-mail and stuff and the time goes by fast! right now im just chillen with vicky fachou! hah. it so much fun. i had some of this cookie and twix bar.. mmmm yummmy1 it was deelicious! heh. me and bekki are going bowling today! yessss its gonne be so incredibly fun!<br /><br /><br />woo hoo!<br /><br /><br />&lt;3 me<br /><br /><br />my poem thing about kelly was awesome! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:34405 2003-11-24T23:40:23Z 2003-11-24T23:40:23Z cute without the E cut this conversation... was how i feel.<br /><br /><br /> <b>me:</b> so i just wanted to apologize and be big enough to admit that i am wrong and you are right and im going to try and work on it.. but i cant do it over night. ok<br /> <b>bekki:</b> okay<br /> <b>me:</b> because i love you bekki maki and i dont want to hurt you or make your day bad because of me and my stupidness..and i wouldnt want to lose you as a BEST freind because you've been there for me and helped me in ways that words cant even explain all that comes to my mind when i try to explain it is tears<br /> <b>me:</b> the point is..<br /> <b>me:</b> i am so incedibly sorry<br /> <b>bekki:</b> ok<br /> <b>me:</b> i hope that made your day at leaste somewhat better.<br /> <b>bekki:</b> it did<br /><br /><br /><br /> bekki you are awesome! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:33820 2003-11-22T01:12:47Z 2003-11-22T01:14:48Z _dumb and dumber er_ <a name="cutid1"></a><br />1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Amy<br /><br />2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? blue jeans<br />3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? T.V<br /><br />4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 0098<br /><br />5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Tiawan Buffet<br />6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? pink-black<br />7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? cold<br /><br />8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? i dont remember<br /><br />9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? arms-hair<br /><br />10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? yea<br /><br />11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? lovely<br />12.. Favorite Drink? jones soda<br /><br />13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? mikes<br />14. FAVORITE SPORTS? basketball-soccer-hockey<br /><br />15. FAVORITE CAR? alot<br /><br />16. HAIR COLOR? brownish<br /><br />17. EYE COLOR? blue<br /><br />18. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? sometimes<br /><br />19. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES: hunter-brianna-tori<br />20. FAVORITE MONTH? summer months<br /><br />21. FAVORITE FOOD? pickles (dill)<br /><br />22. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? dumb and dumber er (watching it now)<br /> <br />23. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? X-mas<br /><br />24. FAVORITE RELAXATION SPOT? my basement-my room<br /><br />25. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? no <br /><br />26. FIRST TEENAGE (OR PRE-TEEN) MOVIE STAR CRUSH? leonardo Dicaprio.<br />27. SUMMER OR WINTER? Summer<br /><br />28. HUGS OR KISSES? Kisses<br /> <br />29. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Relationships <br /><br />30. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? chocolate <br /><br />31. DOGS OR CATS? cats-dogs<br /><br />32. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT : 2-3<br /><br />33. Favorite t.v. show? friends -by far<br />34. FAVORITE STORE? hott topic, pac sun, old navy<br />35. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS? week on week off<br /><br />36. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING? none<br /><br />37. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? dont have one<br /><br />38. FAVORITE CARD GAME? pounce-poker-hand and foot-penuckle<br /><br />39. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? went to bed<br />40. HOW MANY PIERCING DO YOU HAVE? 4<br /><br />41. WHAT INSPIRES YOU? alot<br />42. BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTED POPCORN? Buttered<br /><br />43. FAVORITE FLOWER? lily<br /><br />44. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEYRING? 2<br /><br />45. Accidentally deleted this question and forgot what it was <br /><br />46. FAVORITE DAY OF THE WEEK? Friday-saturday<br /><br />47. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? about a year<br /><br />48. FAVORITE GEMSTONE? diamond-ruby<br /><br />49. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT? wherever i go<br /><br />50. LIFETIME GOALS? do alot of stuff haha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:33318 2003-11-15T19:43:34Z 2003-11-15T19:43:34Z maby it was memphis <a name="cutid1"></a><small>If I were a month I would be: decemeber<br /><br />If I were a day of the week I would be: saturday<br />If I were a time of day I would be: 10:30am<br />If I were a planet I would be: pluto.<br /><br />If I were a sea animal I would be: starfish.<br />If were a direction I would be: southeast<br />If I were a piece of furniture: a big chair with polka dots.<br /><br />If I were a liquid I would be: acid rain.<br />If I were a stone, I would be: ruby<br /><br />If I were a tree, I would be: mustard plant.<br />If I were a bird: a humming bird<br />If I were a tool, I would be: a washer .<br />If I were a flower/plant I would be: a lily or bleeding heart.<br />If I were a kind of weather: rain and thunderstorming<br /><br />If I were a mythical creature: fairy.<br />If I were a musical instrument: drums.<br />If I were an animal, I would be: a hippo!<br />If I were a color, I would be: noir/rouge.<br />If I were an emotion, I would be: all tingly.<br />If I were a vegetable, I would be: zucini.<br /><br />If I were a sound, I would be: a word spoken softly.<br />If I were an element, I would be: Pb (lead)<br />If I were a car, I would be: VW van.<br />If I were a song, I would be: give 'em something to talk about.<br />If I were a movie, I would be directed by: Darren Aronofsky<br />If I were a book, I would be written by: Sylvia Plath.<br />If I were a food, I would be: chicken. le poulet.<br /><br />If I were a place, I would be: new york.<br /><br />If I were a material, I would be: polka dotted.<br />If I were a taste, I would be: sweet and sour (really gets the taste buds going!)<br />If I were a scent, I would be: sexual (perfume)<br />If I were a word, I would be: far from home.<br />If I were an object, I would be: a bed.<br />If I were a body part I would be: arms<br />If I were a facial expression I would be: sad/frown.<br /><br />If I were a subject in school I would be: math/english<br />If I were a number I would be: 7</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:30914 2003-09-18T20:17:28Z 2003-09-18T20:17:28Z wow noone ever updates... im noone to talk. but yea. so this guy came over haha. he is soo funny. he told me how big his penis was. HAHHA.<br /><br /><br /><br />&lt;33 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:30587 2003-09-06T16:29:06Z 2003-09-06T16:29:06Z wow last night was really fun. i was really glad to see kirsten i missed her so much! lamphere lost.. of course. <br /> my stomach hurts really bad. i dont know why. we came back to bekki's house and watched meet joe black.. but i feel asleep.. i felt really bad though.. because we always fall aslepp on her mom when we are watching movies. <br /><br /><br />im going to eat our lovely breakfast... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:23723 2003-06-28T05:29:17Z 2003-06-28T05:29:17Z i<font color="deeppink">&lt;3</font>be<b>kk</b>i urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:21928 2003-06-21T02:22:30Z 2003-06-21T02:22:30Z <b><big>JUSTIN THANKS SO MUCH!!!</b></big> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:20868 2003-06-04T16:20:21Z 2003-06-04T16:20:21Z oh and to that thing about me having noone....i wasnt trying to make people feel bad for me i was just letting you all know whats going on..... in the <i> exciting </i> life of amy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:7258 2003-03-09T17:01:32Z 2003-03-09T17:01:32Z sweet home alabama today i have not alot to do. last night i went to the movies to see maid in manhattan. then i came home and we rented the ring, blood work, and sweet home alabama (I HEART THAT MOVIE!!!!!!)<br /> i was up until 2:30. ahhhhh. then my grandparents wanted me to get up at 8:45. NO WAY HOSAY!!!! so i stayed home. err.... i was sooo tired. so now im watching sweet home alabama again for like the millionth time.... i know it by heart...<br /><br /> (one of my favorite parts) jake perry, im 10 years old, i got too much to live for. careful dont touch it, it hott. we'll be safe here.. how do you know? lighting never strikes the same place twice. why would you wanna marry me for anyhow? so i can kiss you anytime i want!<br /> haha i heart that part.<br /><br /> if you havent seen Sweet home alabama RENT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /><br /> amy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:4907 2003-02-07T18:44:09Z 2003-02-07T18:44:09Z the sponge bob anthem should i upgrade my aim?<br /><br /><br /> AMis urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:3903 2003-02-04T15:07:25Z 2003-02-04T15:07:25Z today i am sick. i do not feel good. i woke up w/ a cough and my chest hurts urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:1936 2003-01-16T16:25:27Z 2003-01-16T16:25:27Z ghsh sorry i had to stop and show danen what live journal was. anyway... i was walking in the hall after 5th hour and there is this lamphere center kid who always talks to me and he was in the hallway and i saw him but i didnt feel like talking to him so i told jason fettes to walk next to me. but he kept going, so this kid saw me and he grabbed my shirt and was like ARENT YOU GOING TO SAY HI? he was yelling at me. i got scared and i said hi and found david..<br /><br /><br /><br />i'll finish after lunch<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Amysehshg urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lefttodrown:448 2003-01-02T16:23:56Z 2003-01-02T16:23:56Z hi..<br /><br /><br /><br />it's amy. <br />and this is.................*dun dun dun*<br /><br /><br />my new user name;)