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A Tribute To Misty Goodfellow (this is posted as public , send to as many people as you can) [13 Jan 2004|08:17pm]
[ mood | we love mrs. goodfellow ]

A very good woman died last night. I had only had the pleasure of meeting her a few times through sports. I met her for the first time when i was in kindergarten. Danen, Jordan and I were all on the same soccer team. she was a very nice woman. I got a good vibe from her from the moment she said "hello". when i was informed of her death, I couldnt think anything but "why?" from then on i had a heavy feeling in my heart. i was told that it had been expected. i was previously informed that Danen and Jordan had left the house on New Years Eve to give their parents one last New Years together. Why do bad things always happen to good people? i dont understand why people's parents have to die while they are still young. they have their whole lives ahead of them and then in one last breath its all over with. Danen and Jordan are just reaching the point where they'll need her the most. Expecially Jordan, she is about to go into high school and that is one of the hardest times for a young girl. No matter what noone can replace your mother. Mrs. Goodfellow was always envolved with her children and their sports. almost every soccer game I would see her smiling face in the stands. it made me feel good to know she cared so much. she would cheer with all her might, it was a very beautiful sight. I'm glad i had gotten the pleasure of meeting her. she truly was a miracle. to the people who knew her she was one of the most beautiful and loving people they knew. to all of you who didnt get the pleasure of meeting her, you missed out on a great thing.

Pray for Mr. Goodfellow, Danen, Jordan, Sara and everyone else who was close to her.

We love you Mrs. Goodfellow

May you rest in peace forever.



written by Amy Chilcutt January 13th 2004

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[08 Jan 2004|09:56pm]
[ mood | in your arms ]

i just want everyone to know that.... MY LAYOUT IS AWESOME!


>:O

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[03 Jan 2004|02:33pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | behind blue eyes ]

this was done before and now its my turn.

i want everyone to post something.. anonymously
whatever they want. a confession..something you hate. anything.

thanks.<3

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[03 Jan 2004|01:32pm]
omg look at my new layout! bekki did it. i love it soooo much.


bekki i looove you!

nicholas [15 Dec 2003|06:28pm]
DuDe I BiKe 88: :-) i heart u
falling awayx: i heart you too!
DuDe I BiKe 88: yay


man i love this kid. it made me feel good.

[09 Dec 2003|06:26pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | behind blue eyes * limp bizkit ]

yep today officially sucked. i really cant wait till break, you dont even know how much i cant wait for it... and its not because i want to sleep in. im just sick of everything. but knowing my luck something will happen and i will have a horrible break. ohh my.



all i want to do is cash my check and drive right home to you


à«m◘y

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[08 Dec 2003|06:20pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | behind blue eyes * limp bizkit ]

i had semi bad day. it started out bad and it got better. kelly is being not mean today and i am happy about that. me and cassie are both having problems! thanks cassie!<3 im watching friends and its great. OMMMMMMMMMMFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG




mk

[07 Dec 2003|06:35pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | behind blue eyes * limp bizkit ]

today was an ok day. we had to decorate the tree last night and i wasnt excited about it at all which is weird because usually i am excited about that kind of stuff. we had pizza for dinner and it was discusting.. i am going to regurgitate. i have to do my french homework.
briannas friend taylor spent the night.. it wasnt that fun. her brother oh my god.. hes hot and he plays metallica on the guitar. YESSS heh.

behind blue eyes is the song.



wtf.

take me away from here..anytime to anywhere..just get me away. [06 Dec 2003|10:21pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | me bitching at you out loud. ]

today has been almost as bad as yesterday.. besides the school situation.
no one knows what it’s like
to be the bad man
to be the sad man
behind blue eyes

and no one knows
what it’s like to be hated
to be faded to telling only lies

but my dreams they aren’t as empty
as my conscious seems to be
i have hours, only lonely
my love is vengeance
that’s never free
no one knows what its like
to feel these feelings
like i do, and i blame you!

no one bites back as hard
on their anger
none of my pain woe
can show through



no one knows what its like
to be mistreated, to be defeated
behind blue eyes
no one know how to say
that they’re sorry and don’t worry
i’m not telling lies


no one knows what its like
to be the bad man, to be the sad man
behind blue eyes


this is how i feel. i think im going to make an e-mail.









this is posted as public..if you wanted to know.

[25 Nov 2003|12:10pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | the quietness of the L I B R A R Y!!!!! ]

hey. im in schooooollll! its lunch and im in the library spending my luch here is pretty cool actually. i know it kinda sounds dorky but i get to checkm my e-mail and stuff and the time goes by fast! right now im just chillen with vicky fachou! hah. it so much fun. i had some of this cookie and twix bar.. mmmm yummmy1 it was deelicious! heh. me and bekki are going bowling today! yessss its gonne be so incredibly fun!


woo hoo!


<3 me


my poem thing about kelly was awesome!

Rebecca Amber Maki [24 Nov 2003|06:29pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | cute without the E cut ]

this conversation... was how i feel.


me: so i just wanted to apologize and be big enough to admit that i am wrong and you are right and im going to try and work on it.. but i cant do it over night. ok
bekki: okay
me: because i love you bekki maki and i dont want to hurt you or make your day bad because of me and my stupidness..and i wouldnt want to lose you as a BEST freind because you've been there for me and helped me in ways that words cant even explain all that comes to my mind when i try to explain it is tears
me: the point is..
me: i am so incedibly sorry
bekki: ok
me: i hope that made your day at leaste somewhat better.
bekki: it did



bekki you are awesome!

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[21 Nov 2003|07:58pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | _dumb and dumber er_ ]

go read this.. )

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&now i know all i did was embarass myself because you really didn't like it [15 Nov 2003|02:18pm]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | maby it was memphis ]

if i were.. )

[18 Sep 2003|04:14pm]
wow noone ever updates... im noone to talk. but yea. so this guy came over haha. he is soo funny. he told me how big his penis was. HAHHA.



<33

last night [06 Sep 2003|12:17pm]
wow last night was really fun. i was really glad to see kirsten i missed her so much! lamphere lost.. of course.
my stomach hurts really bad. i dont know why. we came back to bekki's house and watched meet joe black.. but i feel asleep.. i felt really bad though.. because we always fall aslepp on her mom when we are watching movies.


im going to eat our lovely breakfast...

[28 Jun 2003|01:23am]
i<3bekki

[20 Jun 2003|10:20pm]
JUSTIN THANKS SO MUCH!!!

another comment to my other post. [04 Jun 2003|12:28pm]
oh and to that thing about me having noone....i wasnt trying to make people feel bad for me i was just letting you all know whats going on..... in the exciting life of amy.

today.. [09 Mar 2003|11:27am]
[ music | sweet home alabama ]

today i have not alot to do. last night i went to the movies to see maid in manhattan. then i came home and we rented the ring, blood work, and sweet home alabama (I HEART THAT MOVIE!!!!!!)
i was up until 2:30. ahhhhh. then my grandparents wanted me to get up at 8:45. NO WAY HOSAY!!!! so i stayed home. err.... i was sooo tired. so now im watching sweet home alabama again for like the millionth time.... i know it by heart...

(one of my favorite parts) jake perry, im 10 years old, i got too much to live for. careful dont touch it, it hott. we'll be safe here.. how do you know? lighting never strikes the same place twice. why would you wanna marry me for anyhow? so i can kiss you anytime i want!
haha i heart that part.

if you havent seen Sweet home alabama RENT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


amy

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